Brainshambles

My biggest fear (aside from not being perfect, letting people down, becoming extremely fat, and forgetting important events) is that in the end, it will have all been a waste. I hate being a fabrication. Or do I love being a fabrication? It’s all situational, I suppose. Life is a big *expletive* situation. I really [...]

Achieving greatness is proving to be quite difficult. Working against the grain and occasionally against my nature; those urges to constantly please, never decline, and push beyond reasonable expectations. I must remind myself though, that these same features (flaws?) allow me to do remarkable things given proper circumstances. The struggle of course, is to create [...]

Awake, press buttons, coffee on. Eyes meticulously lined, exaggerated so far as to distract from countless other flaws. Wardrobe strewn about as groggy eyes try to place pieces of cloth over a cold body. Forty-five minutes later, hair is placed, coffee is poured and cereal is eaten. The same amount, at the same time, with [...]

This is going to be one giant picture post because things have been a little strange and art/photos seem to do it best for me as of late. In terms of a life update (that’s what “blogging” is these days, right? mundane life updates?)…Kyle and I have contacted a Realtor, and we will start looking [...]

Life has a strange way of teaching you things. Learning is often so painful, but I think some, like myself…seek it. Endure it. Just to see or feel the light at the end. And more often than not, there isn’t even a light at the end. But the search is what’s so exhilarating. It’s the [...]