Brainshambles

Achieving greatness is proving to be quite difficult. Working against the grain and occasionally against my nature; those urges to constantly please, never decline, and push beyond reasonable expectations. I must remind myself though, that these same features (flaws?) allow me to do remarkable things given proper circumstances. The struggle of course, is to create the proper circumstances. And so my battle continues: the quest to control my environment.

Wild things hide behind the quiet exterior. Sometimes I wonder who can see through the glass. Which reminds me, somewhere in between purchasing my new home, planning my wedding, succeeding at my new job and keeping my brains from congealing, I need to get behind the camera. I cannot wait for the weather to improve. I cannot wait to breathe. Truly breathe.