“Sometimes I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I’m not living.”

All I’ve ever wanted (I think) is to have my creativity (idiosyncrasies) validated. Such a pity, to know I require such validation (justify me). But there must be a reason behind this thirst, beyond the first layer (ego). Every so often, life breathes deeper into me and I get hooked on an idea–I’m electric (a [...]

I cannot wait to get my new piano for Christmas. I miss this.

Out on the edge you see all the kinds of things you can’t see from the center.

Born this way.

Maybe it would have been cheaper to have gone straight to Hollywood, perhaps Broadway. Maybe I’d actually make sense. Or maybe, this is just all a big joke. Everybody dies and that is how the story ends. If you’re really lucky, maybe people remember you for a couple years or even decades. Another day, another [...]

Crap weekend.

Completely random and unplanned…

Well, I still cleaned the house. I managed to pay lots of bills. But this was definitely not even on the “to-do” list for this weekend. New Jeep…no more yellow, broken, Cobalt! My husband is a saint.

As promised, though a bit late…

Here you are, only a month after the actual event…

For those who always question my undying adoration for Lohan…

She is so vintage, so strong and I feel her energy.